Liek, so I said yesterday, before I started spamming you in earnest, I'd do a journal to catch up on things.

Well, work has been taking up so much of my time, but over the last two weeks I've been reading a whole lot more, and I've also been watching Mononoke. BEST. FREAKING. ANIME. EVAR. So of course I've been doing fan art.

But mononoke fanart, I've noticed, is as graceful, and well done as the anime it's self. I feel I have to do justice to the Kusuriuri, and draw him well. Which means a long and involved process of ssketching, planning and fear of inking the sketch and making even a tiny mistake. Usually I'm not so anal about getting things right, I accept my limitations, but it just seems like it NEEDS to be perfect. Y'know? I certainly don't

Uhm, yes, work. Shit. Well, bad news is the company father was working for floundered hard and fast in this recession, and father got cut. Which means a desperate scramble to find a job before the bank kicks us out and sells our house. Also means I'm now also one of the major income sources in the household. And that's a whole lot of stress I'd rather not have. But it happens. Worse things could have happened this recession. I seem to have been in some other worldly cocoon, wrapped up in delusions made of butterflies and rainbows and money trees.

Oh crap, here comes the depression train. All aboard to blackday city *sigh*


Right, so anyway. Thanks to my usual negligent self I've been making stuff (Plushies, BJDS, Jewellery, Clothes, New-old Friends ) and not scanning/taking photos and uploading. So now I'm remedying it with a major spamdump.

._. Back to work tomorrow, oh poo. Better make the best of this day off, as much as I can now *depression train toot*